Author: pastor.gerooney@gmail.com

The duration of my entire childhood was spent wishing to be grown.  Then it happened. My first real foray into ‘adulting’ began when I enrolled in Bethany Nazarene College (presently Southern Nazarene University).  In late August of 1981 my parents drove me from our home in central Arkansas, to the campus of my dreams, in Bethany, Oklahoma, just west of Oklahoma City. I remember nothing of the drive. We carried my belongings up five flights of stairs to my dorm room and I settled in.  Very soon it came time for mom and dad to depart and leave me to freshman orientation. Mom went to the car while dad hugged me close and whispered in my ear, “Gretchen, no matter what, always give God and I and chance to love you through.” 

Rainbows and sunshine were mapped out and awaited my go ahead. I am a rule follower with plans, outlines and emergency exits.  I do not cross uncharted waters. My adventures involve a great deal of kicking and screaming!  Why did my father’s final words to me, on this momentous day, hint of adversity and personal failure?

The castle in the clouds crumbled soon enough. Amidst all my good intentions, I failed. My adult decisions weren’t all constructive, some were incredibly selfish and costly.  It was ugly and bitter. At one point I had to choose between persevering and death. The outcome is obvious, but I made that choice because I had something valuable, an earthly father who modeled a Heavenly Father’s love, so faithful and enduring I could not escape from it.

See what great love the Father has lavished on us, that we should be called children of God! And that is what we are!

I John 3:1a

The promised love of my earthly father has been strained to its limits. Proven solid, constant and true, it led me to The Father’s love…… that love my dad asked me to cling to and trust, standing in the sunshine, in his warm embrace, as I was stepping into a world I knew very little of, but he knew would tempt and test my resolve and determination. 

Dad knew dreams don’t always come true, but love can bring you through. I Corinthians 13:8 says, “Love never fails.”  All you have to do is give it a chance. Love one another, it’s a game changer and let others love you too!

Blessings,

Gretchen

P.S. A life lived in God’s will far exceeds any hopes or aspirations I ever dared to imagine all those years ago when I just knew I would take the world by storm. Trust Him with everything!

“Look, He is coming with the clouds,” and “Every eye will see Him, even those who pierced Him”; and all peoples on earth “Will morn because of Him.“ So shall it be! Amen. Revelations 1:7

This book was written in the glow of burning martyrs.  Christianity was sixty some years old and growing fast and strong, even though suffering among believers was horrific. God sent words and visions to John to strengthen those being persecuted then and today.

It is ironic that the consummation of life is death.  When this earthly existence comes to an end for each one of us, we are defined, our history is complete, except for the retelling. For those who refuse to believe Jesus in the Resurrected Son of the One True God, death is the great equalizer. The will see very clearly who is God and who is not. Redoes won’t be an option then and they will mourn.

For the believer, physical death not our end, but a new beginning. Attempts to stop God’s victorious work proved a colossal failure in the early days of the church and it still does today. Jesus lives and so shall we.

Have a Beautiful Weekend,

Love,

Gretchen

If we claim to have fellowship with Him and yet walk in the darkness, we lie and do not live out the truth. 1 John 1:6

At the end of the apostolic age John remained. The others who personally knew Jesus were martyred across the Roman Empire. John lived in Jerusalem caring for Jesus’ mother, but at some time after her death, he moved to Ephesus where he wrote his gospel, three epistles and Revelations. By now the Church is sixty to seventy years old.

John’s letter was addressing a wrong theology suggesting  separation between spirit and body.  Some believed that the two were completely unconnected, therefore, the body could engage in sensual activities while the spirit remained holy. Those who believed this argued that Jesus had never really become fully man, but just a aberration.

In the entire first chapter of this letter John addresses the absolute truth of the incarnate God in His Son Jesus. You can’t ‘sort of’ believe or ‘sort of’ be a Christian. Jesus brought hope and light into the world. Darkness is gone when you are facing the Son.

Happy Friday,

Gretchen

Those who want to kill me will be destroyed; they will go down to the depths of the earth. They will be given over to the sword and become food for jackals. Psalm 63:9-10

My ears and eyes are pummeled with bad news and evil words.  In fact, if I want something good I must go and seek it, because the world doesn’t have any to offer……I know this is the extreme, but there are days when everything seems helpless and hopeless. I wonder why God tarries.

Psalm 63 was written when David should have won the day, but didn’t.  He submitted to God’s authority and remained committed to God’s higher plan. (I Samuel 24) Confidence in God’s justice gave him peace and peace gave him rest. He also knew that God did not delight in the pain someone else’s sin caused. GOD DOES NOT LIKE THE CONSEQUENCE OF SIN!!! HE GAVE HIS ONLY SON TO WIN VICTORY OVER SIN!!!!  There will come a day of judgement for those who have hurt others and it will not be pretty.

My father recently reminded me of notes he took from a sermon preached by Rev. Dr. Samuel Young (General Superintendent, Church of the Nazarene) He wrote, “You can’t do the Lord’s work the Devil’s way.” (Romans 12:17-21)

Be patient. God is good, therefore, life is good and God will take care to evil.  Wait in peace, the Lord is working on a miracle for you!

Love,

Gretchen

Joseph, a Levite from Cyprus, whom the apostles called Barnabas (which means “son of encouragement’), sold a field  he owned and brought the money and put it at the apostles’ feet. Act 4:36-37

The apostles called him, “Encourager.”  An early convert to Christianity, Barnabas was a compassionate man and quickly saw that Paul’s conversion was sincere and not a farce to catch and persecute believers. He accompanied Paul on his first missionary journey, sponsored by the church at Antioch.

There is a difference in living communally with common property, and living in the bounty of a Heavenly Father with full knowledge that all we have is His. Jews, who believed Jesus was the Messiah, lost everything. Patrons refused to do business with them, families turned them out and many were persecuted, leaving widows and children destitute. Part of the mission of the early church was to give relief to these people.  The church is the Body of Christ, His hands, His feet, His HEART! Barnabas breathed this mentality.

God doesn’t ask us to give more than we have, but all we have must be His.  He, as the One that created and provided all, is a far better steward of our blessings than we can ever be. Just follow and give freely, there’s plenty more where that came from!

Love,

Gretchen

As the old saying goes, ‘From evildoers come evil deeds,’ so my hand will not touch you.  I Samuel 24:13

Saul became Israel’s first king, ending the era of Judges. He was a donkey farmer when Samuel, the last judge, anointed him. Although he was ‘the most handsome man in Israel, and very tall, his countrymen did not accept him as a legitimate leader. He was insecure, an issue that remained a problem throughout his life and interfered with his obedience to God’s commands.

Following Saul’s early victories as a warrior king, he gave God glory, but failure came with bitterness, impatience and rebellion, followed by depression and fear. Servants, desperate to help, brought a shepherd boy to sooth the king with his music.  Saul and his court had no idea that Samuel had already anointed David as Saul’s replacement.  But when David killed the giant, Israel had a new hero and from that day forward, Saul despised him and eventually, sought opportunity to kill him.

In the setting of the above verse David and his army are hiding, somewhat exiled, in the Desert of En Gedi, living in crags and caves.  Saul’s army comes looking and Saul steps into a cave for privacy to relieve himself, not knowing David and his soldiers are near enough to kill him.

David chooses to spare Saul’s life. By this act he submits to God’s authority to judge and act and relinquishes his power, his rights, to God’s sovereignty. Evil does not fix evil. 

God’s plan is peace and love. We must set aside our perspective, agenda, opinion and man given rights, for the superiority of God’s omnipotent wisdom.  He is love and we are in good hands.

Love,

Gretchen

Though the mountains be shaken and the hills be removed, yet my unfailing love for you will not be shaken nor my covenant of peace be removed,’ says the LORD, who has compassion on you. Isaiah 54:10

We are very quick to attribute all that’s wrong in the world to God’s great plan…..destiny, fate, simply God’s will……but God is the God of peace and order.  He is Good, He is Kind and He is eternal.  The geological earth does shake, hills do fade away, and sometimes it is your emotional world that has eroded.  Still, God is NOT rattled!  He is not intimidated by the chaos in your life.  He alone can remove each tangled strand and reweave the threads into a strong and beautiful tapestry. He alone……

Jerusalem’s confidence that God would protect them at all costs, no matter what they did morally, was shattered when the temple was destroyed and many Jews were taken into exile. This state of affairs was the consequence of blatant disobedience, man demanding his will over God’s. Things were a mess, hopeless. And then God speaks through His prophet Isaiah sending a message of hope and promise, “I AM NOT SHAKEN, I AM COMPASSIONATE!”

God loves. It is what He does.  He takes no joy in the pain that sin causes, but when man demands his freewill, God allows him his own way, thus, bringing down calamity on himself. The antidote for this is an unfailing love and compassion that shines great light on the road to peace.

You have a choice: Quake in the aftermath of sin or stand firm with an Gracious God.

Have a Beautiful Monday,

Gretchen

There is nothing better for the inside of a girl, than the outside of a horse. Today’s inspiration is a gift from my oldest child, Leah Michelle Collie, the most beautiful cowgirl God ever made.

Let us not become weary in doing good, for at the proper time we reap a harvest, if we do not give up. Galatians 6:9
My high school graduation gift from my parents was a short, red, stubborn horse I named Art. Born with the heart of a lion, Art’s passion was not in the arena, much to my dismay, but on the trail. There was never a gully too steep or creek too wide for my little trail blazer. My friends and I love to trail ride. If we ever go riding through a rough place and have a “new to riding” friend, we mount them on brave little Art. He is faithful and true.
One sunny afternoon a large group, me included, set off for a long ride through some rugged country. I was atop my trusty little steed. A few hours in we came to a large creek crossing. Art and I were bringing up the rear so I didn’t hear the instructions on avoiding a two foot, underwater drop off. When our turn came, Art plowed ahead without hesitation. In his hurried fashion we quickly met the watery hole. Art fell head first into the rushing creek submerging us both. Miraculously, he stumbled back to his feet keeping me in the saddle and getting us both safely to the other side.
After reaching dry ground my friends and I spent the next few minutes letting Art cough up water and catch his breath. For the first time ever, I saw fear in his eyes. If you have ever been around horses you know they are animals that are easily traumatized. Seeing his fear spurred my fear to life. Had my wonderful, lion hearted gelding just lost his bravery? Would he ever be the same? In addition to these worries, we had another river that couldn’t be avoided on the path back to camp. Would he cross the next creek at all? Was I in for a struggle just to get us both home?
Shaken, I saddled up and headed back toward camp. I worried all the way to the next creek crossing. Much to my delight my brave horse laid back his ears and dove off into the water. Art brought us safely back to civilization, never letting his momentary fear keep him from pressing on.
In Paul’s letter to early Christians of Galatia, he told them “Let us not become weary in doing good, for at the proper time we reap a harvest, if we do not give up”. As Christians we are required to be persistent and not give up in our quest to do what is good. Like Art and I learned, sometimes there will be hidden drop offs and moments of weariness and fear, but remain persist for the harvest ahead. While Art’s harvest is a bag of hay and bucket of oats, ours will be an eternity in heaven.
Happy Trails to All of You,
Love,
Leah

I will gather all nations and bring them down to the Valley of Jehoshaphat. There I will enter into judgment against them concerning my inheritance, My people Israel, for they scattered my people among the nations and divided up my land. Joel 3:2

Very little is known about the prophet Joel, except He is quoted in Acts 2:17-21, and hints of the Gospel period and the coming of the Holy Spirit. Joel tells of a great swarm of locust and an extended drought that left Judah devastated. The people cried out to God and He came to their rescue bringing prosperity. Finally, Joel proclaims that everyone, someday, will be judged.

God will hold each and every person accountable for their actions, morals and sentiments. Those who have oppressed God’s people will be punished. Those who have abused God Himself will be condemned and those who have walked in faith and love will receive what they have endured and persevered to attain, eternal Glory. No one will be exempt. God will not be fooled by man’s opinions, manipulations or ministrations. God is God and we are not. He has everything under control.

Love,

Gretchen

Come, let us sing for joy to the LORD; let us shout aloud to the Rock of our Salvation. Psalm 95:1

The Psalms were written for worship, the act of exclaiming God as the One True God, maker of Heaven and earth. Our adoration begins by proclaiming what we have experienced as fact, and continues in our hope to the future. Worship is not about man and his emotion, it is an action, something that we do. God has created the earth as the pasture for us, His sheep.

All that we need is provided by His loving hand. He does not have to do anything for us. He is God and we are His rebellious flock. Still, the persistence of the Shepherd’s voice draws us to safety, security and eternal life.

Like this Psalmist, those who have gone before us blazed a trail we can follow. The Solid Rock of Salvation is the only place to set your feet. All other ground is sinking sand.

Singing from the Highest, Hardest Rock!

Gretchen