And now, O Lord, what do I look for? My hope is in you. Psalm 39:7
This is a lament. David begins with his wise choice to remain silent, to be discerning in what he speaks out loud with an awareness of who his listeners are. Realizing life is short and some things matter a great deal while others do not is humbling and profound at the same time.
Every believer has had questions of faith, even to the extent of brief unbelief, but to carelessly publish these things broadly is reckless. Speaking foolishly without thought can be wicked and sinful. Holding one’s tongue is a burden. So many things can be misinterpreted as disloyalty, vengeance, suspicion….. So when do you talk and when do you remain quiet? Especially when neither feels comforting. David’s response to this turmoil was settled in prayer.
In all things God can be trusted. He wove you together and He alone knows the complete contents or your heart and mind where your motives originate and actions follow.
Gretchen